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Honor is a very difficult thing to manage. Honor of your Word, honor of your commitments to others, honor of love, honor of ritual, honor when you are unaware of what you are communicating, and how to fix it when you can. Even my friends who know, must be left for a few days. Chaos that I have been generating with all of my friends needs to end.

I have been very down on myself for not being able to manage my honor with everyone, but I'm learning about myself. I have been afraid, conflicted, and confused, but now I am able to accept my atonement.

Peace is coming to me, too.