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I saw GWAR last weekend, the heaviest of the speed/thrash/punk/metal bands. I enjoyed the angry, young violent energy, and the blood/gore/brain spray, but I felt no need to mosh--I held the line between the moshers and the crowd, and I could feel the energy of the crowd and I let it go through me and energize me, and then I let it go through me again and left it there when the show ended.
I'm moving, although the date hasn't been determined yet. I get free rent---but I'm a caregiver for a high-functioning mother of the owners of the gym where I work who has an early dementia. This is work I can do that would greatly ease my budget, but the tradeoff is that my work could quite likely follow me home. Speaking of work, I did well with my first quarter review for internship. Yesterday I was ill with the stomach flu that has quarantined two wards. But, the illness that has taken several days for some, I think I shook off within a few hours.
I have met a massage therapist/energy worker, who has many of the same interests as me, and spent some time with her. She encourages my nurturing self. I will get a massage tonight, for the first time in months. I want it for relaxation, as well as getting a second opinion of my energy. Unfortunately, she's leaving in a week for Europe for about a month, next week.
Tam is coming very soon. I think we are communicating better, although very briefly. Shields down, no expectations. I am very excited to spend some time with her.
I finally got my own locker at the gym, and I have been training hard, mostly cardio and some running, and light weights, as well as hyung. However, I have intuitively been waiting to start on my next tantra exercise, as something has told me the timing isn't yet right. I'm still planning on training with nunchaku, but the timing doesn't seem yet right for that, either.
I'm moving, although the date hasn't been determined yet. I get free rent---but I'm a caregiver for a high-functioning mother of the owners of the gym where I work who has an early dementia. This is work I can do that would greatly ease my budget, but the tradeoff is that my work could quite likely follow me home. Speaking of work, I did well with my first quarter review for internship. Yesterday I was ill with the stomach flu that has quarantined two wards. But, the illness that has taken several days for some, I think I shook off within a few hours.
I have met a massage therapist/energy worker, who has many of the same interests as me, and spent some time with her. She encourages my nurturing self. I will get a massage tonight, for the first time in months. I want it for relaxation, as well as getting a second opinion of my energy. Unfortunately, she's leaving in a week for Europe for about a month, next week.
Tam is coming very soon. I think we are communicating better, although very briefly. Shields down, no expectations. I am very excited to spend some time with her.
I finally got my own locker at the gym, and I have been training hard, mostly cardio and some running, and light weights, as well as hyung. However, I have intuitively been waiting to start on my next tantra exercise, as something has told me the timing isn't yet right. I'm still planning on training with nunchaku, but the timing doesn't seem yet right for that, either.
