Oct. 21st, 2009

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I recovering from the ick. I'm productively coughing, but my sleep and eating (#26, 97) are off. I suspect it was partly for covering the Medical shift at Burn Out Saturday night, and then another gig Sunday night. Two late nights where I don't get to bed until after 4am, and contact with people who would rather party than take care of themselves would partially explain it. I've gotten a massage from the BF, and I'm working it out with my tantric practices (#13) and Dayquil.

I did have a wonderful weekend, though, with a Burner friend who came for a short visit. She was more helpful and competent doing what I do than I would have expected, had no drama, and went geocaching with me (#106). I dropped off my Travel Bug, and she discovered her first. Since then, I've made lone ninja-like forays in parking lots and parks at 3am (when I couldn't sleep) without a GPS unit, relying on hints and Google maps, with some success.

Work has been the place of multiple challenges this week. I apparently was a victim of identity theft from a client, and found out when my Post Office Box rent was overdue and was closed, because they didn't receive my check. The bank/check issues and PO Box have been resolved, and I'm now back to receiving mail. Professional ugliness continues, but more passive-aggressively, and I continue to handle it with grace and decorum.

Ol' Number 3 has gotten a second washing on the outside, and is a great deal cleaner. She's also had her pantry re-organized for better inventory, and had track lighting installed in the kitchen, and I've fixed her old track lighting that had gotten loose and wouldn't work. I'm planning to install a travel cooler and reorganize my kitchen area this week (#17). A three-prong hook we installed this last weekend is proving to be extremely handy. I've found a place that services Alison Transmissions - however, my brakes are grinding on my truck, a much higher priority.

Training continues (#35), and we were issued new uniforms as a class. I'm looking at a new calling plan and a new phone, as well as health insurance (#49). I'm waiting to hear back about office furniture and my new office, and then planning on reorganizing and purging my office stuff, as well.
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"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstacy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul, if you can be faithless and therefore be trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it's not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!" It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.

It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments."

~Oriah Mountain Dreamer

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