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grim23So, I'm back. I've had a cathartic experience, and I've been processing and thinking a lot about honor and relationships. I think I've earned back some of the honor and trust that I've lost. Some of the people I've hurt are healing. I have still a long way to go, and I was not able to atone alone despite my best attempts, and some of the honor and purity of the experience was lost, but I did my best. The BF and The Seneschal are still checking in.
Slowly and stiffly, I'm back in the dojo. Promotion is coming up, and I may be ready for it, if I train hard. Still relocating, still negotiating where. Still working slowly on my dissertation. Still seeing my clients. This weekend I'll be covering the Spiral Rythyms festival, running the crisis/medical tent for Harmony Event Medicine. I should get plenty of time to think. Everything seems slower.
But, I'm clearer. I'm less confused, and I know where I stand with more people. I understand more of what is important. Life is good.
Slowly and stiffly, I'm back in the dojo. Promotion is coming up, and I may be ready for it, if I train hard. Still relocating, still negotiating where. Still working slowly on my dissertation. Still seeing my clients. This weekend I'll be covering the Spiral Rythyms festival, running the crisis/medical tent for Harmony Event Medicine. I should get plenty of time to think. Everything seems slower.
But, I'm clearer. I'm less confused, and I know where I stand with more people. I understand more of what is important. Life is good.
