Once more into the breach...

Dr. McKitrick called me with an internship slot in Vancouver, WA, 3:30 on Friday---by 5 I'd faxed and mailed my info. It's with Mental Health Northwest, an agency that see people with no insurance benefits. It is not APA or APPIC, doesn't offer benefits, and the stipend is only $15,000. Oregon Licensing may be a problem if I'm not careful. But, it's an internship. I interview on Thursday, March 10, at 4pm.

I need energy, then and now. Please. I'm physically sick, coughing my lungs out green, and struggling to find the Way. I'm tired, and slow, and drained. My life is once again chaos, but I'm getting used to it. The armour is almost gone, but I seem to have acquired a second sword. I'm getting better at fighting with less, and I will persevere. Thanks for any energy you can spare.

"Ride the whirlwind. Direct the war."
~ Generalfeldmarschall Rommel