grim23 | An update

There is some concern that I am very angry at people. In fact, my Sister, and my Best Friend, the King, and other Warriors have been checking in with me about that. I certainly deserve to be angry, and recent events over the last month have been very stressful, but anger would simply get in the way. Instead, I breathe. I strive to reduce anger (which masks fear) head on without judgment, and overcome the chaos which has perpetuated my recent life. I am trying to demonstrate the self-discipline and training I know I have. I will meet with Chaos tonight, and it will end.

In other news, I have sold my Sanctum Sanctorum, and I no longer have a Seneschal. I had found a replacement Sanctorum, but my offer was not accepted. I am homeless, but not houseless. I am still actively looking, and I will probably be moving to transition housing very soon. I will be storing what little stuff I have, and sleeping on a futon, and living a very simple existence. I welcome it.

I will be testing for my purple belt 6/22. I am spending considerable time in the dojo to prepare. This is good for my body, and my mind, and my spirit.

I will be increasing my administrative hours at work, and I will need to find other times with which to write my dissertation. I will be able to concentrate more, and focus more on what is really important in my life.